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# 一生背负的十字架

一夜的过错，让一生都背负上十字架。\
那晚以来，每当接受他的爱意，\
都会更加厌恶背叛了他的自己。\
我已经无法再拥有与他在一起的幸福。

于是，我选择了分手。\
软弱又自私，糟糕透顶的我。\
但也不过是心痛罢了，\
比起他，或许我还要轻松一些吧？

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